kahit isang tula man ang gawin...
sakit di kayang pawiin...
habang nakikita ko si tatay...
sa puting kama nakaratay...
ako nama'y walang magawa,
kundi dito sa sulok ay lumuha..
panuorin syang nahihirapan...
At hindi ko man lang matulungan.
habang nakikita ko syang nahihirapan
at sa higaan nya'y nakahapay...
puso ko'y nadudurog,
unti-unti na rin akong namamatay.
mahal na mahal ko si tatay..
natatakot akong baka sa amin,sya'y mawalay,
mahal na mahal ko si tatay..
higit pa sa aking buhay....
(sana gumaling na si tatay)
(my father died last april5,2009 because of hepatomegaly,cancer of the liver. i made this poem when he was in the hospital. I can't imagine that he will be ill like that because my father is a strong and healthy person. we detect that his cancer was already on its terminal stage and we have nothing to do about it... days pass and i witness how my father suffer from pain ...i can't imagine that i will see my father like that...i love him so much...we love him and my family up to now has a difficult time adjusting and getting over about what happen.but somehow, i still recognize my self as one of the luckiest person here in the world because i had a father like him and i have a family like this...tears tears....)
